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5:11 p.m. on July 02, 2008 I closed my diary because people were googling me. I liked the fact that it was open and random people could read it but I dont like the fact that people are randomly googling me to find info on me so .... close. I havent given anyone the password. I forgot the password myself I will go look one day if I give it out again. Work is cool. I just work to pay rent and keep my cell phone on. If it wasnt for that Id prolly be a bum. I see more of my friends are getting married. I think I want to get married. I do. I would like to be in a relationship first but I do want to get married eventually and be faithful. I some how feel being faithful will be hard for me. I think if Im in love and its forreal I wouldnt have a problem. I lied to Coach. He randomly ask me if I have anyone else. Meaning am I fucking anyone else and I tell him he is the only one. I havent seen him in months and in those months I been testing out the locals and they suck big time. There is this boy name ummm HD he was 21 when I met him 22 when I fucked him and I some how feel like a cougar. 30 is not the new 20 even if I look like a 20 year old. Sex was great though. The last time we did it I came so many times when he was done I was like "damn I should write you a check" Coach dont make me cum like that. I dont really like Coach. Honestly not in that way but if I had to settle it would be with Coach. I been thinking allot about settling. He is the most stubborn man ever. Oh and there is EJ. EJ hurt my feelings becuase he says he want to have fun yet is online looking for more ass as if my ass is not enough. I feel him on the variety but I like to be the only one who had variety. I know selfish. He is cute too. Man and his dick is rediculous and he works it like a stripper. I was like Whooooooooooo Sahhhhhhhhhh during sex like Ooooooooooooh! Yeah, but the last few weeks Ive known him nothing is coming out of this sexual relaitonship. Plus Im a freak but I do not give a damn what fucking year it is.... YES they still make bitches like me and NO I do not fucking swallow, it aint going in my mouth, on my face or anywear near it. I think if me swallowin cum is the only way im gonna get married I rather be single. That shit just taste nasty and the consistancy is just horrific. I love sex and hate cum. Find the irony in that shit. I think I feel better about my diary being locked. Now I can go back to saying all the mannish shit I used to say. Fuck, bitch, hell and shits. Kimo wants his painting. Nigga been asking me not to sell it for over a year. Either I get my money or his shit is going on ebay. I want something simple. No colors. just clear plain and straight. I like the fact there are no comments. I think Im liking this locked thing way to much. lol. I have to go do homework, look for new dick, and masturbate.
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