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3:42 p.m. on July 04, 2008 I have been thinking about weight loss surgery. I spoke with Marla last night and she was thinking about it to. Im scared. I have been researching it off and on for about 3 years. Try had it a few years a go. I dont talk to her much but I guess its great. I mean she is still alive. My body mass index in about 40 something. Im 122 lbs over weight. Scary. I work out, eat right and still Im fat. I wouldnt say I was depressed but Im very self concious of my body. Everything is big, ass, boobs, thighs, everything. I have been thinking about it allot lately because once I get my medical cards Im going to go get my legs checked out. My feet have been swelling I have cankles. I wont wear a dress or shoes that dont cover my whole foot bacause I dont want people to see that my feet are swollen and be like OMG. I think Im to young for this to be happening so I need to do something about. Its very possible I have diabetes. Im not sure because I been to scared to get tested in the even they want to put on on insulin. Scary. Thought about dying from the surgery. I mean the odds? I dont really know. Most of the research I have been doing has about a 8% rate of death. Im more liable to die in a car accident than by having the surgery. Plus I have always been a beliver that if its time for me to die then I will die. I dont think Im scard of dying. Im more scared of the unknown of after death then dying in it self. Yet and still what is meant to be will be. I think I will look in to the RnY surgery.... I wonder how this will work out with my current job situation. Hmm. yeah.
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