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How far is to far to travel to Zumunda?

12:50 p.m. on July 08, 2008

So what is this?

King Jaffy Ruler of Zumunda, wants me to move and come live with him.

Forreal?

Yesssssssssssssssss forrrreal.

I told him straight up if he come up with a plan.. a very good plan Ill entertain him. No plan then Im not moving. He lives in Baltimore. DCA. I didnt like DC but Baltimore has its parts. All the fine black women out there and he wants me to move there so we can be together?

I told him that would require allot of trust on my side to pick up and move anywhere for a man.

He says.. yeah he knows.

I like why you cant move to cali? He said he was already established.

Really? established? Aye? What is the criteria of being extablished? Are you inadvertantly saying who ever makes the least amount of money has to move? If thats the case... he might have me, he has a house and everything. Still he dont make enough to support me and all my shit till I get a job. Im like look I have a car note, insurance, credit card, student loans etc to pay for and I know he "established" and all but he aint ballin enough to cover my lifestyle till I get a job. Im expensive. lol. not really but ... yeah I am kinda.

He was like ok come visit me, see how it is; if you like it, you can think about it, then we can go from there.

Im going to Baltimore next month. Probably the end of the month.

Im skeptical. Becuase when I say come to Cali he say "can you help me with the ticket?" When I say Im coming he doesnt offer to help me with the ticket... I keep avoiding it but I wanna find out what the deal is about that. How come if he so established he cant cover his flight?

Hmm after our talk tonight I might not be going to Baltimore. I gotta see how much shit he full of first.

So I keep asking myself how far is to far to travel for love? to move and leave everything you know for love?

I know me I will get bored and probably leave. He would come home one day and Id be gone hottailing my ass back to Cali.

If I go it gonna be for good I dont wanna come back because I made a mistake. If I go its gotta be more than just "seeing how things work." He's gonna have to know that he knows that Im the person he wants to be with ... no bullshit.



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