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5:02 p.m. on January 10, 2009 It’s a repeated cycle. Everything goes good for a while then it slowly falls apart. It’s probably all my fought from making impulsive decisions. I need to learn how to break the cycle, so I can keep everything even and constant. I hate uncertainly, yet I have more faith in things I can’t see than I do in things that I can. I could be overly optimistic, but I always believe that I will make it out of bad situations ok. I’m not being reflective or deep. I’m just trying to figure out how come I can’t find a job where I can retire and make enough money to do more than pay bills. Sometimes life sucks and sometimes it’s really good. Right now life sucks.
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