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I never sleep anymore
2:38 a.m. on February 25, 2009
I’m tired. I don’t sleep; when I do sleep I don’t sleep well. I don’t know what’s going on with me. I am not going to Cambodia next month YAY! I may have to go before this year is over possibly depends on how things work out. I have been looking up everything about Khmer culture and Phnom Penh. From everything I read I won’t be able to eat or drink hardly anything because it could be contaminated. Guess I’ll lose some weight finally.
Beautiful Uglies should be up by next week, but I am not in the mood to upload product pictures or take product pictures. I had some issues with a manufacture so now I have a new manufacture, long ass story that I don’t feel like getting into.
6’7 is a very good height but I’ll be damn if 6’3 won’t disafuckingpear. I can’t get rid of Coach. He won’t go away. He keeps fucking with me. He won’t leaveeeeeeeeeeeeeee. I feel like if you don’t want to be with me then leave me alone don’t keep telling me you miss me how much fun we have together, and how we used to do this and that and all this great and wonderful shit but you don’t want to be in a committed relationship, yet get mad cause I started fucking somebody else. There was a time where I wasn’t having sex with other people but that is now fucked all up.
I have relationship issues as usual. This is too typical of me. Ugh.
I had a dream 6’7 died so I went to see him. We talked and I told him I had a bad dream but I didn’t tell him he died in the dream that is just heart breaking, mean and a little spooky. So if you have a dream about be dying keep it to yourself. Thanks. We also had sex. I mean if he is going to die then I might as well help him go out with a bang right? Lol. LG wasn’t happy about that I think he said something retarded about me having bullet proof pussy that saves niggas lives. Fucking insensitive bastard.
I watched this move Slumdog Millionaire and it was pretty good. I liked it a lot someone on my twitter recommended it. India scared me; Mumbai India wasn’t a joke in that movie. I think I’m scared to go to Southeast Asian countries, and some West African countries. I don’t think they like Americans that much… OMG I heard this Cambodian dude say that Khmers were the niggers of the Asian race. I was like WHOA! Speechless. I still don’t have words. I’m not going to even go there.
I’m supposed to get sample products ready for the launch of the website. I just need more time. I have been hella busy… working on a 13 page paper for my professional writing class, on top of the 4 classes I’m doing so much other stuff, research, meeting with manufactures, … my house looks a mess. I miss my house keeper. I think I will call for her to come next week to help me clean and organize my life in some kind of way. Maybe if I change my sheets on the bed I will sleep better.
Stressed about my car. I may give it to the bank. I’m still thinking about it. I have been driving one of my grandmother’s cars in the mean time till I make a decision.
I talked my friend in to doing promotion business. He’s a radio personality, he has all type of connections and he just didn’t have any direction on what he needed to do to maximize his potential. I told him I would help him. I’m really good at starting shit but not really good at keeping it going for long periods of time. I lose interest after a while. Like writing this blog.
I must try to sleep and stop thinking about why Jamba Juice is not open 24 hours a day.
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